.....My Life....a life with laughter, cries and thoughts...

2007-01-06T16:34:00.000+08:00

i've no courage now
though is i found the rite one
i don think i will have the courage to tell her
this sounds so joker
=(

2007-01-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

juz came back from chalet
had it with my excos and student leaders
though only 2 days one night
but this is the fastest chalet i've ever been to
time past damn fast in this chalet
though we nv slp and player through the morning
we doesn't seems to be falling a sleep
but not til at the end when going back.
everyone is damn sleepy
haha
played mahjong
lose money
boring.
i think we'll not have this kind of fun until dunno when
miss those guys
miss those times we had during our sec skol days
especially when we were preparing for sec one camp
wow.
tt was lyk a big turning point for us and that was when we guys are having the most UTTER FUN
coz we get to noe each other so well like bros and sis
our bonds are stronger then steel
but time don't wait for anyone
once its over is over
we can only reminise the memories and hope that we can meet again
EXCOS 05&06 I LOVE YOU!
we rock! LOL!

2006-12-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

I've thinking over this
what you have is fated and what you don get is also fated
but what if i tried really hard to get what i want
will it really change the fate that is fated to me
i tried hard enough
but what i get in the end?
this whole thing is a joke
how i wish that i really can find the right one
this whole thing just doesn't seems right to me
i think im a real joke to...
forget it
i don wanna think anymore
what is mine is mine
THIS IS ALL FATED for god's sake

2006-11-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

i think i lyk her
im not sure bout the feeling.

2006-11-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

When will i meet the right one?

2006-10-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

Oh oh.
so many ppl want me to update
shy la
woohoo
haha
busy shifting house these few days
so will not update blog eh.
wait til everything settle le den come update. don miss me ok
i will miss all of you
LOL LOL!

2006-09-25T11:24:00.000+08:00

last week have been a free week
quite slack
but starting from ths week i will be busy coz alot of work
sian
but nvm
earn $$!
ytd went town with huiwen and calynn
bought one shirt from far east. belt and t shirt from esprit
lol
coz got discount
if not i will not buy
coz too ex!
den went compass swensens
den ordered earthquake
LOL
damn filling
den went walk ard
and end the whole day...

2006-09-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

i'll nv forget you
coz you are the first one tt i fall in love with...

2006-09-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

YAH!
sun tanned today
wow.
and... so many hot gals!
HOHO!

2006-09-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

Friendship is continuous?
you sure?

2006-09-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

today wanted to go sentosa sun tan with kc
in the end
RAIN!
Totally demoralised
den went habour front centre to walk and den eat
after tt
we boarded 80
one hour plus journey
chat chat and chat
den went kc's house
play dota
lol
first time play
den tt stupid xinxin kept scolding me
argh
hahaha
den when he play
me and kc kept shooting him
SO FUN!
den he let us watch BEHEADING!
damn gross
now i realise how sickening this world can be....

2006-09-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

good luck to you two =)

2006-09-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

first day work in carlton
ppl thre talk damn chu lu
vulgur = mother tongue.

2006-09-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

juz came back from camp
was fun
knew frenz tt you nv c b4
wa lao. lame. of coz la.

2006-09-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of holiday
cool man
one and a half month holiday
well
ytd koonchin they all came my house watched vcd
funny and lame
den sat morning went dine de pap stall help
long time nv go
auntie and uncle miss us alot
as normal got alot of jap food to eat
especially pork shoga!!!(dunno how to spell)
den went far east pei tt stupid angeline cut hair
but nvm bought a new bag
den she spend 30 bucks keep scolding her hair
ridiculous
LOL
spend 30 bucks to scold her hair
dumb ba
HAHAHAHAH!
end of my blog session

long time nv say
*chriclarkson out

2006-08-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!
NEW LIFE STARTING!
hahaha

went ba's house today watch rented movies
guess wat?
the highest climax today
.
.
.
.
i got stuck in her house de toilet.......
isn't t lame?
but quite fun la
coz took alot of the pictures!!
HAHA!!
now i can c actually how small the world is...

This isthe starting when angeline's maid is asking me not to panic which im not. this pic is act one.

i got bored and sat on the toilet bowl
im so poor lil me
LOL!

Finally some progression, the lock smith came and help to open the door
look at the hole
so cute
LOL!

AND FINALLY..............
Im out!

I really muz thks BA,MAC,NEL,JF,BA'S BRO,BA's MAID and BA'S MOTHER and oso the lock smith
haha
they really help me to open the door
thks alot!

2006-08-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

Here are the other photos that we had taken ytd!

LOOK! We were chased out from marche coz the two gals are too noisy. they are damn noisy. im so disappointed. LOL!

We had a picnic in marina square. tt's y evelyn brought this hi fi set with her. cool huh?
actually it is a bag. LOL!

OH OH! And tt's Mr heah our bd boy=)

2006-08-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

HOHO!
HAPPY BD MY DEAR HEAH!
went to celebrate heah's bd today
went to watch break up
ate in marche
den slack in andersen
nice ice-cream cake huh?
haha
Look at the portion is took! Haha
alot rite? but oso cant compare the portion ba took coz my portion only can fry into one plate but ba's portion can fry in to two plates! Amazing rite! Guiness world record!

2006-08-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

i really feel damn sad
cant get over her
wat is this?
though i nv got into relationship wiith her
i cant explain this
weird feelings
sad feelings
how i wish she will give me a chance last time
it is really hard
real hard to get over
...

2006-08-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

This is what i hate now studying in different with my secondary schools buddies
damn hard to get togehter you noe
i hate it
it sux
why cant there be a free day that we can get together every month and play just like last time?
why cant?
i hate it

2006-08-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

Someone got a boyfren alrdy
good luck to you

Someone that i lyk last time...

2006-08-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

Seems like we haven been brushing our teeth for a long time. especially claudia! haha!

Oh! look at this spastic face. NICE SHOT!
Somebody will get angry with me again.

WE have the same childhood!

HAHA. WHY ONLY CLAUDIA?

HERE ARE THEY! My buddies in sec skol!

2006-08-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAN!

___________________________________

exams coming soon
i've gotta study hard.

2006-08-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

had comm skills test today
sux la
not enough time
though i did finish everything but no time to check
this is crazy
before comm skills test me and charlotte were taking spastic photos in the library
in the past ba cluad sy will take with me spastic photos
but now only got one fren take spastics photo with me
sadened.

2006-08-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

Crhistina Aguilera - Ain't no other man

2006-08-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

Christina Aguilera's back with her new clean marylin merun(DUNNO HOW TO SPELL) look, become slimmer and hotter. lol
i lyk her hair!

2006-08-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

i think wat weini said is logical
we paid thousand plus to study and if we din attend two lessons they wil send us warning letters
why?
we paid for the skol fees and they send warning letters to us
it shld be our freedom to come or not to come
but i nv skip any lessons before accept for some really boring lectures
and sometimes becoz we have impt projects den we skip
if not will NV skip
we r good students
hahahahaha!

2006-08-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

sometimes human are like that
if you nv tell them their mistakes they will nv realise and keep doing the same thing over and over again
and if you are someone that do not have any patience to tolerate this kind of person
one day you will just bloat everything out and become a volcano
no way
this is not the solution to solve everything
the only way is to chill everyone out and sit down to talk things out
y cant just sit down and talk?
is that very difficult?
maybe sometimes sitting down to talk is quite difficult becuase of bad tempered or wateva
but you cant use violence to handle things everytime rite?
the only way is to sit down, calm down and talk
this is the only to solve things
you oso cant let the person and search the soul
wat if he or she nv search the soul and make the same mistake?
i've just solve a case
and we talk things out
it is very simple
we are discipline
we are not ah lians or ah bengs only use voilence and land themselves into trouble
somethings juz cant use volence to solve

2006-08-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

i bumped into her at the lecture hall
my heart cant stop pumping
lol!
argh.

2006-07-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

Oh man
i haven been to k box since my birthday which is 4 months ago.
this is so not cool.
my singing mates all gone
peng don wanna sing liao
ba always busy doing her school work.
no fun
skol mate always don wanna go
sad la.

2006-07-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

2006-07-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

BREAKING FREE LYRICS

We’re soarin’, flyin’There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach
If we’re trying So we’re breaking free
You know the world can see us In a way that’s different than who we are
Creating space between us‘Til we’re separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strengthStrength to believe
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach
If we’re trying Both: Yeah, we’re breaking free
Oh, we’re breakin’ freeGabriella: Ohhhh
Can you feel it buildingLike a wave the ocean just can’t control
Connected by a feelingOhhh, in our very souls
Rising ‘til it lifts us upSo every one can see
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heavenThat we can’t reach
If we’re trying Yeah we’re breaking free
Ohhhh runnin’
Climbin’To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the timeBoth: So we’re breaking free
We’re breaking free
Ohhh , yeah
More than hopeMore than faith
This is trueThis is fate And together
We see it comin’
More than you More than me
Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin’ free
Soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Breaking freeWere runnin’
Ohhhh, climbin’
To get to the place To be all that we can beNow’s the time
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Ohhhh
You know the world can see usIn a way that’s different than who we are

NICE SONG!
haha
it was from high school musical
i love this song.
hmmm
juz went to see pirates
it was a nice show
hope part 3 will faster come out

2006-07-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

WOW!
tanya's concert is nice!!
she sings nice!
dressing nice
hair nice
make up nice
shoe oso nice la
everything nice
lol
din bring cam there to take picture
sit too far
use phone take zoom to blur liao
so only take between me jiamin and yun hong. lol!

2006-07-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

This is the best picture that S.H.E had ever taken
THE BEST!

2006-07-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

LOL
juz had captain's ball competition
yea
rough
tot it was friendly
but i wasn't
opponent took it seriously and rougly
LOL
in the end lose
nvm
we did our best
06 had bonded!

2006-07-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

YEA!!
Tanya coming skol to sing!
goona get ticks on monday!
so excited
hahaa
her songs quite nice eh
listen o my blog jiu noe liao
lol
skol squash tournament coming
i doubt i can perform well
lol
coz lots of pros
first round out!
haha
go for the experience
hehe

beautiful love
how i wish i can get tt...

2006-07-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

comm skills presentation is over!~
wore formal to skol
some ppl lyk the colour of my shirt
woohoo
i've got taste!
wahahaha
erm.
how i performed?
well...
alrite
not as good as i expected
but i lyk our short skit!
we have creative and good ideas
LOL!
haha
den took lots of pictures.
once i recieved i will post here!
hehe.

oh.bad news
think she gonna have a relationship
haaz
think its time to stop waiting
anyway i've waited for so long
if wnna go with me she will, since long time ago
so yup.
let go.
hope she will be happy if she got into relationship.

its hard
really hard
y cant we be together?
is this fated?
oh man
3 yrs of waiting
2 times of rejection
bye nowfrenz forever...

2006-07-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

had a gathering
movie. superman
not tt fantastic as i tot.
x men is betta
went swensens ate dinner
curry rice
so hot
haha.

2006-06-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

i wanna hold her hand

i wanna hug her

i wanna love her.

2006-06-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

haveing class bbq soon
hope its a success.

2006-06-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

YEA
went shopping at queensway today with shengyuan and jianfeng
bought three things
a long sleeve shirt, dry fit adidas shirt and a shirt
lol.
total spend. 90 plus plus
quite alot huh
no more spending
think it's enough already!

2006-06-18T12:09:00.000+08:00

change a blogskin
got a new song
tried lots of time finally the song can be put up.
lol

hmmm. these few days are holidays!
so cool
but lots of projects to do.
juz finish the computer one half waynext week have to do three projects in on week
YEA
see me in buangkok hospital!
juz had a bbq.
very fun
finally swat team's back in action
though lady boss not there
went to genting......
was fun

2006-06-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!
But more projects to come.
OMG!
PROJECTS PROJECTS AND PROJECTS!!!
But who cares before i go shopping tml!!!!!!
SHOPPING SHOPPING AND SHOPPING!!!
hahahahaha...

2006-05-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
lots of lots of projects
pom. econs. csa
oh shots
almost all the sbujects got a project
luckily accounts don have if not i will...
kill myself. lol
not so serious
5th june start TERM TEST
OMG
going crazy now.

taking pictures is fun

2006-05-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

alrite.
i think americans taste is getting different
first year they chose kelly clarkson
which is the best of the best now.
and now they chose an old guy
alrite.
i got nth to say
anyway winner doesn't mean anything
i think katherine will do much more bigger than tt old guy.
hope tt katherine will follow kelly's footstep and become the next bext american idol.

2006-05-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

alrite.
these few weeks in tp really makes me c the real world
i learnt alot of things from my classmates
im a real blur there
they taught me things i nv know
thks 06
well/
squash's fun
but dunno whether can make it into the team onot.
so have to work hard
yea.

2006-05-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

wow. squash's tough.
but i lyk it!!

2006-05-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

YES!! 102 kills in 17 rounds!
not dota
a game called rakion!
damn fun
finally noe how to grip
call me a pro ba
woohoo
haha

poly life's is the same as jc
the difference is you wear home clothes
nice environment
nice food
alot of canteens
so i think
POLY LIFE IS NOT AS RELAX AS YOU THINK!!

2006-05-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

take note SWAT TEAM
having chalet on the june holidays
so check up my blog sat onwards!
more suprises will be coming up!
lol
jk.
juz the dates only
nth special

2006-04-29T12:15:00.000+08:00

alrite
though i only have 4 subjects to study, economics, csa, account and managment
sian
it seems lyk quite difficult
alot of things to study
hope tt our tutor will guide us thru thorougly
some lecturers are quite boring (the econ one)
next week start tutorial liao!
can get into a classroom liao!
can have fun with my class liao!
haha
i think i'm lucky to be in this class
damn fun
few months jiu test liao
-_-'''
so fast sia
hope can pass well!

suddenly lyk the song yong gan by zhang hui mei
damn nice la
my blog cant put song if not i sure put tt song
how i wish i can have courage to ask again
but will the ans be the same?

2006-04-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

walk home together with her today!
so happy!
haha
but dunno when will start.
haiz.

2006-04-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Take note of the following S.W.A.T team:

Lady Boss: Peng (SRJC)
First commander: Ba (SRJC)
second commander: Claudia (NAFA)
short sighted lieutenant: Dine (NP)
far sighted lieutenant: Heah (NP) Couple means couple. always same skol.
Music coordinater: Mac (MI)
G-caster: sy (SP)
A.C lieutenant: Jeff (TP)
Telecommunicator: Nel (SRJC)
T.C Lieutenant: roy (TP)
the rest still in HIHS. haha.

don lose contact ok?
im sure we won.

2006-04-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

YEA!
i love my class BSG06!!!
at first not tt fun de
but when we went to our classrooms den saw our form teacher
we were so enthu
so fun la
maybe becoz the teacher is very fun oso
kept enthu here and there
haha
yea!
got timetable liao
got pros and cons lor
starting lessons on monday liao!
damn excited la
new sunjects
dunno whether can cope onot
work hard liao!
i lvoe my class
hope my class will contiune to enthu!
hehe.

2006-04-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

this was the sianest orientation i've ever gone
ALL MY COURSE DE PPL SIAN SIAN SIAN DE
they nv enthu den make until all those enthu one not enthu liao lor
sian.
CAMP WAS MUCH MORE FUN MAN
I lyk the camp ar
all high one lor
how i wish only tt grp of campers is in the orientation jiu hao le
hehe.

2006-04-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Will i find a new life in tp?
hope i can
staying at home is damn sian.
faster skol start!!!

2006-04-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

BEENOX!! BEENOX!!
Tp's FOC really rox!
it was really really fun man!
i love this skol after this camp!
TP TP TP TP~~

2006-04-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

byebye
i go camp liao.
don miss me.

2006-04-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Felt lyk all of us are strangers now.
dunno.
own cligs now.

new member in band.
- Nelson Lim-
Welcome welcome welcome.

2006-04-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

ALrite
tiring day
went bball
den badminton
den played pool
alrite
pool isn't tt bad
maybe the interest revived?

i think im in love with squash?
quite fun i think
played one time jiu lyk liao
haha
lol.

2006-04-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

woo~
juz celebrated my bd with a grp of my best buddies
went k box
at first really felt sian coz only me singing and sy sang a little only
but nvm
ren you lai jiu hao le
den went movie
ICE AGE 2 !! NICE SHOW! DAMN FUNNY!
shld go watch
worth the money!
den went marina
den SOME BOYS KEPT COMPLAINING about the smell all this
i don wanna say the name...
JIAN FENG
no offence
juz jk
haha
haiz haiz haiz
c my jc frenz all working til damn stress
i really really xin tong for them lor
can don make me so xin tong mah
haiz
c you all lyk tt i really wanna cry lor
so stress
so rushing
i think we will be meeting lesser and lesser le
keep in contact ok guys?
i will xin ku with you de
though i not in jc
but i really feel the stress for you all
jia you
work hard and oso play hard on the same time
im sure you all can make it thru the A's with alot of As
eh
listen ar
I WILL XIN KU WITH YOU ALL DE
haiz...
i only can say jia you le
cant help you all much
only can moral support
...

2006-03-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

26 things you can do when there are someone inside a lift with you...

1) When there's only one other person in the elvator, tap them on the shoulder and then
pretend it wasn't you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your saiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment.
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, "Did you feel that?"
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"
15) Swat at flies that don't exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out, "Group Hig!"and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"
19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "Your one of THEM!" and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on".
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passnegers, "This is MY personal space!"

2006-03-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

woke up damn early today
8.47am
actually shld be 8am
but i overslept
den went dental appointment in the singapore dental centre
when i went in there
i was pissed
becoz there was an old idiotic uncle which can speak english came up
and i realise ltr he was a 'clerk' for the registration
he really had a attitude
i hate his attitude
he cant even speak nicely to me when i ask a question
i was really piss tt time
coz im tired and the long distance trip
and he gave me this attitude
"no no there there there" den he ran away?
wat kind of service is this?
the more i say the more fire begin to surround me
the stupid face
ohoooooooohh
i hate tt old uncle
and he can actually smile and talk to others nicely
FAKE
ALL FAKE
tot he was a senior there?
there was a chinese idiom
MU ZHONG WU REN
eh plz uncle.
a small clerk.
show more good service
thks idiotic uncle.

2006-03-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

oh. bad.

i watched American idol

and saw constantine

spoilt my mood in watching tt show

and he's with ryan cabera

pity him

and there's one guy similiar to constantine

but he's much more betta

and i don lyk tt old man

with grey hair

he sings lyk he got stroke

i agree to simon

i think simon don lyk him too

coz every episode he din give him any good comments

paris the best

i lyk her

channal five's poll "which show is your fav?"

highest votes --> America next top model!

woohoo!

hope tt the new series will come up in channal five

i needa learn my guitar skills

and we'll become the best band.

2006-03-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

boring

nth to do

went to gym and swim alone nowadays

found out tt swimming alone is good

in the swimming pool alone

wahaha

good feeling

refeshing!

juz wanna let you noe tt i care for you.

2006-03-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

nth to say

coz i am very tired now

if free come my tag board say something

coz dying off

thks.

2006-03-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

Went played badminton and a lilttle bball
alrite
hands are aching now
but was fun
especially from all the quarralings with flora
second best quarraling --> Flora Chen
first is sy de babe
haha
jk

two couples in our group now
hope there will be more!
haha
but don be as mushy as sy
*imagine jennifer anniston de actions in rumours has it.. im doing rite now
haha
x and dine is too naughty!
they are so playful
haha
but it's good to be playful
this shows your close relations between each other
don need sweet sweet de talks
juz some stupid actions can represents your love to each other
well done
two successful couples
haha

2006-03-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

went into business logistics dunno what shit de la
it is sickening
i got into my ELEVENTH CHOICE out of my TWELVTH CHOICEOK?
isn't it stupid and idiotic?
i dunno wat the moe is doing
some of the ppl don even get a course
i am really sick of them
monday im going to ngee ann and appeal bio medical
hope i really can get into this course
worse come to worse
go to the course i was posted to
sian

saw the two of them so sweet
felt happy of them
you noe who im referring to rite?
hee hee
hope two of you will keep on this relationship
all the best to two of you!

should i ask one more time?
will the outcome be the same?
she din get into any of the course
kind of sad for her
hope she can get into after appealing
good luck to you.

2006-03-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

Well
few things happened these few days
finally no work
can rest
work is definitely more tiring den schooling
miss the old skol days
no worries. except for exams.
today
worries are getting more and more over your head
your future
my mum kept nagging
she scared i chose the wrong course
haiz

went sentosa ytd
had alot of fun
really
though not everyone were there.
a little bit of pain at the back becoz of the burn
not as serious as last time
WOO~ BIG MOMMA'S HERE.

when will i have someone by my side?
the person i love
so far yet so near
walked her back home 2 days ago
but..
haiz
i dunno how to explain
it's lyk the gal you lyk is juz beside you but you cant be close to her
oh man.
this is hard
this is real hard
will you have the feeling?
sarang heyo

mich

2006-02-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

I made chocolates
wanted to give her
but in the end
nv give
becoz of some reasons
haiz

2006-01-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

oh yea~
off day today
went shopping with zheng yi, miss lim and calynn.
vincent came in ltr
bought a s and k de shirt
den a new wallet
heez
becoz I GOT MY PAY!!!
wahahah.
so happy
i bought so little becoz i already bought my new year clothes liao
so only bought one shirt
wahaha
s and k
i feel lyk im a staff there
coz i wore s and k de shirt and pants there
wahaha
hope i can work there next time
hehehe
I NOE AH BA WILL OSO WANT TO WORK THERE
correct?
heez
...................................

giving up maybe difficult
but waiting for the feeling from her may not be a good ideal
fate
im not fated to be with her ba
so have to give up.

...................................

2006-01-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

ALrite
im giving my self a dateline
miss lim's right
no point continuing waiting
i've ask two times
the ans are the same
if there are no feelings from her
no point waiting
i've waited so long
and i'd asked two times
haiz
giving up soon

24/2/2006

dateline

2006-01-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

i have one thing to say
the company i working in now juz simply SUX to the core
i hate to say tt but i say it so i don care
NO shifts.
NO welfare to workers.
ALWAYS asking for more without concerning about the workers
compete with country tt juz cant be compared to our small island
NO NOTHING!
it juz sux
i regretted working under this company
pay is low
everything juz sux in this company
i am really not happy working in this company
NOT HAPPY!
nothing is good about this company
i hate the boss of this company
he juz don understand our feelings
come down and help in the sweeping of floor lah
come and do the servicing lah
come and push everything that you wanted
c whether can you meet the target
plz lah
we are humans
not robots
we need some rest
we have certain limits
we have feelings
everyday sit in the office
6 o clock go home watch tv?
how bout us?
from 9.30AM to 11 PM
wat is this?
treating us lyk animals?
or wat?
when there is stock taking we do until 1am den go home
next day still have to work still.
work time is damn freaking long
no time to accompany my frenz and family
i am really tired
I REGRETTED WORKING IN THIS COMPANY!
I HATE THIS COMPANY!
DOn ever work under this company
NEVER!

i hope tt someone will report this post to the BOSS OF HANG TEN!
i don care if they sue me
i am juz saying wat i wanted to say
DON EVER BE A STAFF OF HANG TEN
FULL STOP!

2006-01-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i lyk this job
sometimes i don lyk this job
i lyk is becoz of the ppl there is fun
i don lyk is becoz i have to face the problems wat the customer give me
i have to see their 'ugly' faces
and giving me attitude
folded clothes after 15 mins all those bitchy aunties will make a mess out of it again
wat kind of rbbish is this?
and if there's no stock they will complain and complain
lyk i can make one for them on the spot.
idiotic customers lor.
but sometimes there are customers that are really really very good
they will chat with you and share the same thoughts with you
so fun.
got one time got one lame customer
he ask whether the UMBRELLA can protect them from the rain onot.
LAME.
the use of the umbrella is to protct them from the rain wat
still ask this kind of stupid question
haha.

oh ya. 2006 le. soo fast hor.
my 4 yrs of sec skol life had past.
4 yrs leh
damn fast lor
miss my frenz ar
the bbq in ba's house was so short.
nv really chat jiu go off le.
sian.
now i see the good of skol life
don need to worry bout work
work is worse den schooling
haiz.

weird feelings.
the distance is so near but it seems so far away
she's juz opposite me but the feelings cant match
isn't it far?
kept pondering over some questions.
do i stand anymore chance?
can i be with her?
sad sad sad.

tiring again II

2005-12-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

haiz
tiring ar. have to go back skol again to help the sec one camp
went back last two weeks straight liao leh
den the past four days working
den today off day oso have to work in skol
sian ar
haha
but is fun
tiring oso
my sandal stinks man
i threw it away liao
vincent kept complaining my smelly sandal
haha.
have to buy a new one liao
den tml still have to go back skol
oh man
crazy holidays!
haha. now den realise actually i am quite near clauida leh
if she nv say i oso din realise
haha
next time can have lunch with her liao
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no replies
wat does it mean?
sadness?
no
downgraded my moods
y?
i don understand it.
avoiding?
only she noes.

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*chirsclarkson out*

Tiring again

2005-12-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

haiz.
i work for three days le
from 9am to 11 pm
so touched tt some people actually came and visit me
haha
zheng yi, miss lim, lee xiu ye lao shi, serena goh and eunice wong and of coz, my mum
make new frenz!
they are all so fun to be with
ok. gtg.
PS: if got time come visit me at the hang ten outlet in ang mo kio! haha! c ya guys

is 'no topic' the reason?
waiting.

Tiring tiring and it is juz tiring

2005-12-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

oh man.went back skol everyday to help out in the sec one camp
EVERYDAY
and it is not juz sitting in the air con room and do nth
but is staying under the sun for long hours and tie wires and chop wood for the camp fire
haiz.
so tiring
cant even go sentosa with my cligs
haiz.
sad
still finding job
hope tml de interview will be a success
hang ten
ang mo kio
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kept thinking of her these few days
i really wanna be by her side
but..
haiz
tiring
i really dunno wat she thinks about me.
i have no chance to have a face to face
i will wait.

SENTOSA!

2005-12-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

Wahahah..went sentosa today!

had a suntanned! so fun!

went swimming..playing in the sea...

such a stress relieving day!

O LVL'S: PART ONE

2005-11-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

oh...
end of part one of olvl
still have part 2
AND TT'S DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How i wish o lvl's can faster end..den i can faster play!!
WAHAHAHAH!!!
Dunno whether can jouin campus superstar not
sian..
me, fusheng and peng going to the audition on 19th and 10th..so wish us good luck!!
c us on tv
and wait for our autograph!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
maybe i am over exaggerating it..
heez..

*chrisclarkson out*

O LVL's : THE PRELUDE

2005-10-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

these days were just staying at home..waking up..going to skol..studying
somehow the same as normal skol days but we get to slp ltr and more time to study (sometimes only)
but i did study but it seems like i cant rmb the things i had learnt?!?!?!
is lyk a bit here and there i scared i will not score well
oh man..this is crazy
wat's going down..
kept studying history but lyk nth had gone into my head huh?
i really have to memorise hard!!
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im scared..i scared being rejected..
oh shit..
argh!!
will she accept me when the day comes?
i hvae to work real heard too....

alrite..enjoy my blog's new song...sang by me :FEN LIE by Royston Teoh
no lah..from jay..my fren..haha..

*chrisclarkson out*

Prac day

2005-10-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

....SLOTH....

TODAY IS DAMN SUAI LAH
played zhong ji mi ma den i kept losing lah
maybe is CLAUDIA and ANGELINE that caused my luck.woot.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
and we stayed in the quarratine room for FOUR HOURS~~~!!!
Can you imagine that 4 hrs wat we could do?
WE PLAYED!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA
got study a BIT lah
hmmmmmm...
im scared
do we have feelings?
i cant catch wat's she's thinking
sometimes she treat SO good and sometimes SO hack care
oh man
wat's going down?
they asked me not to ask her on that day?
shld i ask or not?
im really confused.

*chrisclarkson out*

last day of skol

2005-10-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

sad sad sad
last day of skol
last recess together
SO SAD!
that means we seldom each other!
have to stay at home study!
o's coming
jia you evryone

miss my frenz..all my frenz
the fun memories we had together
my WONDERFUL Exco frenz!
My lamest team
oh..
haiz..
the memories we had will never be erased from my mind
oh..
this is sad
oh..
this is really sad
oh..
this is so sad
oh..
this is ......
VERY SAD!!

*chrisclarkson out*

Hmmm

2005-10-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

First time updating my blog since my last blog..
miss me rite?
haha..
juz kd..
so many ppl prompting me to update
especially the gal who designed a new game actions with me today - CLAUDIA!!!
wahahah..and her new fren..MR UNDIEs
alrithe..
o's coming..so many things to memorise..HIStory..SS..pure geog..WA KAO!
so many things..i thing my frenz oso faced the same problem lyk me!

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sorry dude..
i din noe i cause tt bad mood of you today
i din mean it
i just hope tt is juz a misunderstanding..
i will noe my limits in the future
Hope tt your mood will come back and we will still be frenz

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I cant see wat she's thinking rite now
she treat me as a NORMAL fren or a fren tt is more than normal?
oh man..tt's crazy
wat if tt same scenario happens again?
i don't want tt!
no!
the special feeling i have of her will nv change...

New blogskin

2005-09-17T12:47:00.001+08:00

Hei guys..new blogskin..
enjoy it..
the song is nice
JJ's song
He's song is nice
i lyk his song
....

*chrisclarkson out*

SPECIALLY FOR MY FRENZ!!

2005-08-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to all our supporters who supported us
SUSAN PEAR
MICHELLE CHEW
MICHELLE LEE
JIA MIN
ZOE CHENG
ELIZA
WENDYL
ANGELINE
GERALDINE
CLUADIA
SHENG YUAN
AH POW
MACRINA
JIAN FENG
XAVIER
AND ALL OTHERS
SORRY! COZ FORGOT LE..
ALOT OF PPL
THKS A MILLION
WE REALLY APPRECIATED IT
IM SO TOUCHED
REALLY!!!
THKS THKS THKS!!!
AND OSO THKS TO PENG,YVONNE AND FU SHENG FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL PARTNERS
THE REHEARSAL TIMES WERE REALLY MEMORABLE
I WILL NOT FORGET
THKS FOR EVERYTHING!

*chrisclarkson out*

2005-08-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

风到这里就是黏黏住过客的思念雨到了
这里缠成线缠著我们流连
人世间你在身边就是缘缘分写在三生石上面
爱有万分之一甜宁愿我就葬在这一点
圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我深深看你的脸
生气的温柔埋怨的温柔的脸
不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们都以为相爱就像风云的善变
相信爱一天抵过永远在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中心碎了才懂

Haha, suddenly like this song very much
maybe like to sing this song ba

nothing much today
whole day at home studying
phy,ss and e maths
some a maths too
two weeks jiu prelims
haiz
so fast huh?
yea yea yea
fast
wahahaha
fast
come on
fast
say with me...
fast
haha..lame
ok..
hmmm..going to perform during teacher's day
so nervous
especially the rap
scared will forget the lyrics
OH MY GOD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
haiz
alright
tt's all

*chrisclarkson out*

Wat a day

2005-08-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

Wahahahahaha
long since i touched the blogging web
anybody miss me?
heez..
jk
too busy with studying man..
prelims jus ahead..
3 weeks ltr..
and i lyk chapalan chapalan
every subject mixed together
haiz..
ok..today went to BA's house do something
den studied there
not much of studying
just kept singing and singing
heez..
den came home...
haiz..did maths and studying chinese
arghy
need to retake
haiz
hopefully i can get an A1
haiz..
plz man..i will study hard..

*chrisclarkson out*

Exciting saturday

2005-08-07T16:23:00.000+08:00

wohoo..
went Sentosa on saturday to celebrate claudia's bd
sun burnt sia
so pain..
lol
played frisbie,volleyball
well
FUN!!
Den wanted to watch movie
but FULL HOUSE!!
argh
nvm
in the end
went to newton circle to eat
THE FOOD WAS NICE
puay gek was the human laughing gas
made us laugh
haha...
den walked from heeren to PS
den went home
HOME SWEET HOME!!!

*chrisclarkson out*

alrite

2005-08-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

alrite..
another week had just past
come on
o lvl's coming
jia you man
for this time
let me sing u all a song

UH HUH!! THIS MY SHIT!!

haha...no lah..
i won sing tt..
so don worry guys..
especially those who always sit with me in the maths class
haha
let me sing this

They don’t always happen when you askAnd it’s easy to give in to your fearsBut when you’re blinded by your painCan’t see the way, get through the rainA small but still, resilient voiceSays hope is very near, oh [oh]There can be miracles (miracles)When you believe (boy, when you believe, yeah) [though hope is frail]Though hope is frail [its hard]Its hard to kill (hard to kill, oh, yeah)Who knows what miraclesYou can achieve (you can achieve, oh)

adapted from the lyrics hwne you beileve by mariah carey(Fake boobs) and Whitney Houston(big Mouth)

meaningful lyrics
i lyk it
believe it and strive!
go guys!
yea yea yea

for this last part let me sing you all a song

UH HUH!!! THIS MY SHIT!!!

haha
jkjk...

*chrisclarkson out*

Days..

2005-08-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

Juz wanna hope tt o's will come soon
get over it well
score it
and go to the poly i wanted to go
confirm not going jc le..
not my type
im not those who can sit down and study everything in my haed
especially in JC
it is very rushing
i scared i cant catch up
so yeah
so i can dye my hair
dress the wear i want
and put aside the ideas of uniform..
hopefully i will not retain
heez..
work hard and get over it soon
superstar i will come in after NS
wait for me!!
here i come!!

*chrisclarkson out*

TIme flies

2005-07-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

Time really flies man
now is already august
o lvl's is just a few months ltr
a few months ltr
a few months ltr
ltr......
went for the hand-over meeting today
cheng long going to take over my post as the Rc an CcaC chairman
good luck and all the best to him
haiz..becoz of the meeting
i started to reflect what have we done during the past seven months and everything just flash in my mind and tells me that it is already the past now look forward
you cannot bring anything back now
what you can do now is to work hard for o lvl's and be someone one day
sec one camp, investiture, LTC in malaysia..
everything is over
over..
nobody can bring back those memories not only the events i mentioned but also everything that my friends had given me..all the laughing moments..crying moments..every moment meant something to me..
every...
from sec one till now
everything
everything that happened
will not be brought back..
never and ever..
am i a good person?
am i fit to be with her?
she's so pretty and im lyk..eek..
i also made some of frenz angry during my birthday
tt incident really hits my morale down
sorry guys
alot of incidents replayed in my mind today
am i really that ah qua?
sometimes friends around me oso said things tt were hurting
but never mind
just let it go
becoz i have no rights to be angry
maybe what they said is correct
but sometimes what they said is really too much
tactfulness is important
but i don see it
in some if friends
....
what keeps me going is her..
but m i fit to be with her?
i really dunno..
the feel she gave me is lyk sometimes good sometimes bad
i really cannot get what she feel bout me
....

change the world!!

2005-07-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm..The song change the world is cool and nice
hope i can choreograph one dance and use this song
but no time
ok..today is x-country
tot can get a top 50 but dunno how many positions behind
hmm..den went home..
well..quite tiring..
once reached home i got a bath..so COOL!
den played com..after tt tuition
learnt R.V tt chapt
hmm..dunno whether izit diff or easy..
after tt went home
wow..wat a day..no lessons..

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Y cant parents juz let go a bit..
16 years old already
y they are so OVERLY concern bout yr actions
sometimes is really too much
i noe they care us, they bother to care us..i understand tt
but sometimes is too much..
lyk this outing to sentosa
celebrating miss hsu de bd
next week
she said next week is the ghost festival
is dangerous
so don allow me to go
den if i don go..ltr miss hsu wll be sad
HOW?
im confused man
I AM CONFUSED!!!!
I AM SO FRUSTRATED!!!
IF I DON GO MY FREN WILL BE SAD
I GO I DEFIED MY MUM
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I DON GO WILL MISS HSU UNDERSTAND?
OH MAN!!!
WHAT'S THIS?
HAIZ..................................

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am i tt disgusting?
becoz of my nosetrial?
of my hairy legs?
monster?
beginning to realise tt i reall cant be compared to anybody..
am i fit to be with her?
fat
ugly
curly hair
tt's me..
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wat a day

2005-07-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

Well, have a wonderful day because next day we will not be having lessons
[free from so many lessons, phew!]
after skol got geog lesson
did TWO papers of mcq
haha
den went to compass point
ate kfc
actually wanted moss burger
but our boss said kfc den we followed her orders
YES BOSS!
den talked alot of craps there
bout the skol most ugliest and horrendious creature who only noes how to act cute
den went home...

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oh man..how to do..
eliza told things tt woke me up tt day
do i still stand a chance?
oh man..
eliza told me to jia you
ok..i will..

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sunday

2005-07-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

wow..juz a normal sunday
woke up
watched power ranger
woohoo..nice show..
i noe im childish
but is nice
den played computer
parents and bro went out
den i went tuition
after tt they brought me along to watched war of the worlds at bedok
quite a nice show
but tom cruise didn't acted what i expected
i expected more from him
maybe this role doesn't require much actions from him
den went home which end my day's trip
woohoo..
nite everyone!

*chrisclarkson out*

working towards our dream

2005-07-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

Leomanichro

will succeed one day

we are all working towards our dream

as for the most relaxing member, mac, as she knows guitar already so there's not much problem for her

for us, Ross,Nich And me is trynig hard to learn guitar

Me, trying to learn piano and train my singing

Leong sheng yuan learning drums from timothy

w are all working hard

hope tt we can balance our school work too

as for my dream

i will work hard towards it

and for my love dream

i will work hard towards it too

*chrisclarkson out*

Some people are just some ppl

2005-07-05T18:11:00.000+08:00

Y some ppl are so demoralising?
Y?
Y can't they give encouragement?
They don't even listen or see what you are doing and said u can't
and tot tt they are the best
y?
Y are there such people?
I really don't understand
Maybe these make up the human kind.
and some ppl are just so straight-forward tt they don't even give u face and said things tt will embarrass you which is so humiliating expecially in front of the ppl you love.
Y?
can't they understand?
we are all human
we have emotions
we will cry
we will laugh
just lyk normal human being
but some will cry inside and not outside
Y must they be so demoralising and OVER straight-forward?
Can't they just think of the person they are saying?
The ego will be hurt..deeply.
sometimes i really can't take it.
I noe that some things they said is good for me
but some things is really redundent.
I tell you, im going to make it, i will not disappoint myself and everyone who looks upon me and proves those who despise me WRONG! I can make it! I CAN MAKE IT!

*chrisclarkson out*
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how?

2005-07-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today was such a fun day
ALL exco went for an outing with miss lim
rare opportunity
maybe have to wait for a long time for exco outing
we went to marina to fly kite and play frisbie
so fun!!
miss the fun man!!
den went to eat at the dragon village
steamboat
so nice
den went to play arcade
den went home
me,ce,vin went home together
we chatted along the way non-stop
bout our love life
bout anything
we three really have alot of common things
we have alot to chat when we are together
den reached home
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relation
good or bad?
who noes
i just wanna be with her
she's the one
today msg her nv reply
dunno whether is she purposely or wat..
maybe think too much le ba..
haiz..
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the long days had past by, cannot be brought back..

2005-06-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

Wao!!
finally im back in singapore permantly
went to malaysia
cool ar
oh
the camp was so fun man
i miss it
so many things happen in the camp
fun one,memorable one
funny things happen
lyk in the room
me,chengen,vincent,chingyi same bed
me and vincent and cheng en was kickign each other
den suddenly cheng en end up lyk eugene(during the sec one camp) fell on to the ground
so funny
and many many many things tt cannot be written here as there are really too much things to be put up
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den for today went out with our gang
ba,claud,peng,sy,jf and othe ppl like peng's fren Henky and claud's clive
cool
noe so many new frenz in one day
haha
den went to k box
hmm..
henky said i can go superstar
wahahahaah
so happy
den went on duet with ba and peng
two of them not bad
sang really well
as for sy
his singing improve le
or maybe becoz tt time in party world we din really sang seriously
so this time when we sang seriously is nicer
haha
look lyk in our gang we have alot of potential singers
haha..
before tt ba introdue us to a cafe
den we drank a ice coffee with liquor inside
good stuff man
and den stil got chocolate chips
ice cream on top
wa...COOL COOL COOL!!!

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Kelly Clarkson

2005-06-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

As a fan of kelly clarkson

let me tell u all about her...

Biography of KELLY CLARKSON

Thankfully, Kelly Clarkson’s childhood dream to be a marine biologist did not come true, and instead, she became a household name when her soulful voice captured the hearts and minds of millions when she was voted the American Idol in September of 2002.
The twenty-year-old from Texas performed live every week for ten weeks to an audience of 25 million on one of America’s most successful TV show’s ever. Besides the fact that Clarkson never had a professional singing lesson, she received 57% of the vote in the final head to head. In fact, her singing voice was to her, such a natural and normal part of her life, it didn’t strike her that she had something so special. The enormity and beauty of her voice was recognized quite by accident.
At 13 years old, a late bloomer by choral standards, Kelly was singing to herself in the corridor at Pauline Hughes Middle School in Burleson, Texas, when a teacher asked her to consider joining the choir. “Nobody really realized I had a talent until I got in there. My teacher really pushed me since I was behind everyone else who had been doing it since 4th grade. From there on, I had a niche.”Her classical training through the choir was, as she describes it, “fundamental to me being able to use my voice and adapt it to different styles of music”. She developed quickly and before long was wooing audiences in state and regional competitions, whilst earning a living as a waitress, pharmacy assistant, movie theatre and even at the zoo!
It was a strange twist of fate that really put Kelly on the path to music. Having moved to Los Angeles after graduation she began sending out her demo tape trying to get into the music industry. This, however, came to an abrupt end when her apartment burned down leaving her nearly destitute. The young singer headed on a 24-hour drive home with nothing.
It was her best friend Jessica who was determined for Kelly not to give up and suggested she try out for American Idol. Kelly knew nothing about it, “I went and tried out for fun and here I am!”
With her own idols ranging from Bette Midler and Reba McIntyre to Gwen Stefani and Aerosmith, it’s not surprising her voice can turn to such a wide variation of styles. Signed to RCA, her album will debuted in 2003, and with her debut single “A Moment Like This/Before Your Love” double A-side breaking two world records in its first week alone.
Her first single smashed straight into number one in the Billboard charts in its first week and she hasn’t looked back since. The final 10 contestants from the show re-united for the “American Idol Tour”, a 30 date, 7 week Arena tour which took them from Seattle to New York playing to over 200,000 fans.
“I’m not materialistic, but I am ambitious. I’d love to break globally and can’t wait to go to England. There is so much ahead of me and I’m really grateful for that. It all seems to be happening so quickly that it’s hard to stop and think. For now, I’m just glad to be in this position and to be able to have a job where I use my singing voice every day. I knew when I watched Jaws that marine biology just wasn’t for me!”
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Went to play bball for two times

tough training

woohoo...

*chrisclarkson out*
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GOOD DAY!!

2005-06-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

Juz as usual

went to skol

ss den maths den blh blah

dance

cool

learn new steps

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went home with her

chat along the way

still in that moment

how i wish that moment will happen everyday

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Aftermath

2005-05-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

Woo

day after chinese O's

sian

3 words wrong

6 marks gone

one zao ju wrong

3 marks gone

9 marks altogether

haiz

re-test here i come

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hopes?

still there?

can i be with...?

is waiting a good way?

pondering

man..wat's going down?

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