Time really flies man
now is already august
o lvl's is just a few months ltr
a few months ltr
a few months ltr
ltr......
went for the hand-over meeting today
cheng long going to take over my post as the Rc an CcaC chairman
good luck and all the best to him
haiz..becoz of the meeting
i started to reflect what have we done during the past seven months and everything just flash in my mind and tells me that it is already the past now look forward
you cannot bring anything back now
what you can do now is to work hard for o lvl's and be someone one day
sec one camp, investiture, LTC in malaysia..
everything is over
over..
nobody can bring back those memories not only the events i mentioned but also everything that my friends had given me..all the laughing moments..crying moments..every moment meant something to me..
every...
from sec one till now
everything
everything that happened
will not be brought back..
never and ever..
am i a good person?
am i fit to be with her?
she's so pretty and im lyk..eek..
i also made some of frenz angry during my birthday
tt incident really hits my morale down
sorry guys
alot of incidents replayed in my mind today
am i really that ah qua?
sometimes friends around me oso said things tt were hurting
but never mind
just let it go
becoz i have no rights to be angry
maybe what they said is correct
but sometimes what they said is really too much
tactfulness is important
but i don see it
in some if friends
....
what keeps me going is her..
but m i fit to be with her?
i really dunno..
the feel she gave me is lyk sometimes good sometimes bad
i really cannot get what she feel bout me
....